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Delusions of Grandeur / Random Acts of Victory
Created on 2002-11-05 22:36:31 (#766143), last updated 2006-01-30
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| Name: | Ayos |
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| Website: | Ayos' Linkin Park Shrine |
"I am very proud, revengeful, ambitious, with more offences at my beck than I have thoughts to put them in, imagination to give them shape, or time to act them in! What should such fellows as I do, crawling between earth and heaven? we are arrant knaves, all, believe none of us."
-Hamlet
That quite describes my negative side... I'm quite proud, but it's an odd mix of insecurity and ego. I do not have a very good opinion of myself, but at the same time, I do. It's very odd. I think it's actor's syndrome, or something. As for my other side:
I'm a romantic... boy am I ever. I'm a really quiet person, I listen intently though it may sometimes seem I am not. My memory, therefore, has become pretty good... I remember virtually everything somebody says, if not verbatim. I also remember everything I read, in the same way. I couldn't ever be anything but gentle... I've never even hit or kicked somebody before, not on purpose anyway. I'm a poet, a songwriter, an actor, a singer, an author, an artist... yeah, I do lots of stuff. Mostly acting. Somehow I always get roles that are so much like me... one character I played sang the song "I'll Never Be Jealous Again" ... to convince his girlfriend that no matter what happened, he wouldn't become restricting and overbearing and jealous. Of course, he did anyway, but... ;) My dream role is Hamlet... a brooding, thoughtful, sensitive character.
When I'm not acting or working, I write. A lot. I'm long-winded, on paper and the net, anyway. So I guess I should say I'm long... uh... fingered? Or... something. I can write and write about something on end, describing every last detail, digging deep into the heart of it and then going off on every tangent imaginable. I love viewing things from every aspect, analyzing it, dissecting it, finding out the "why" and the "how" more than the "what." Scary, aren't I.
-Hamlet
That quite describes my negative side... I'm quite proud, but it's an odd mix of insecurity and ego. I do not have a very good opinion of myself, but at the same time, I do. It's very odd. I think it's actor's syndrome, or something. As for my other side:
I'm a romantic... boy am I ever. I'm a really quiet person, I listen intently though it may sometimes seem I am not. My memory, therefore, has become pretty good... I remember virtually everything somebody says, if not verbatim. I also remember everything I read, in the same way. I couldn't ever be anything but gentle... I've never even hit or kicked somebody before, not on purpose anyway. I'm a poet, a songwriter, an actor, a singer, an author, an artist... yeah, I do lots of stuff. Mostly acting. Somehow I always get roles that are so much like me... one character I played sang the song "I'll Never Be Jealous Again" ... to convince his girlfriend that no matter what happened, he wouldn't become restricting and overbearing and jealous. Of course, he did anyway, but... ;) My dream role is Hamlet... a brooding, thoughtful, sensitive character.
When I'm not acting or working, I write. A lot. I'm long-winded, on paper and the net, anyway. So I guess I should say I'm long... uh... fingered? Or... something. I can write and write about something on end, describing every last detail, digging deep into the heart of it and then going off on every tangent imaginable. I love viewing things from every aspect, analyzing it, dissecting it, finding out the "why" and the "how" more than the "what." Scary, aren't I.
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